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Loss.
This year has already been really hard on me. I lost another friend already this year. Second one so far, and like the third in the past couple of years. And those squabbles with the other two really still piss me off, to be honest, and make me feel terrible about myself at the same time, because I always in the back of my mind blame myself for everything and know it's all my fault that I can't keep friends. But this time is different. This friend didn't hate me after we'd argue, or get mad at my obnoxious OCD habits and inanities. She died a few days ago due to some sudden health complications. I'm obsessively avoiding sleep. Usually I would keep my mind from straying too deep into depression thoughts at night by replaying potential rp scenes in my head (not by writing story scenes, that makes my mind too active to sleep), but this friend was the last remaining person I had active rps going with. And now my mind always defaults to rps I had with her, which just
Redbubble and Ko-fi
As requested and suggested, I now have both. They are currently not abundant in content, but there is a little bit there. I will work on filling them out more. Naturally, my latest picture "Quiet" can be found on various products in my Redbubble store. Additionally, I have included products featuring "Whimsy", "Yuki Onnanoko", and "Nebulous". So... lots of stuff with stars and space, and one flowy, snowy girl. These were just the ones I could think of that might look good printed on products, but I am always open to suggestions for additions from my gallery, or even for new design ideas. Please consider supporting me! I would really appreciate it. https://www.redbubble.com/people/Nyxira/explore?asc=u&page=1&sortOrder=recent https://ko-fi.com/nyxira
Letsplays
https://www.youtube.com/user/NyxiraUlwun/videos
I have had a channel for awhile, but the past few weeks I have been working really hard to upload six days a week. I'd love to see y'all there.
Does anybody want to rp?
I mean, like... good rp. With story and plot and stuff. I mean, if you like rp with less depthy content, that's fine, but personally if it's just "lets send our characters on casual dates", I can't do it. I suck at that so badly, and I have never been good at that sort of game, nor interested. (My older sister and I never played house as kids, true story. It was all epic stories and adventure, and some mystery and brutal villainy and whatnot).
Though I am almost completely void of rp lately, so I mean... beggars can't really be choosers.
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oh shot!! SORRY!!!!